Monday, December 19, 2005

prelude: of being honest to oneself

Uncertainty led to confusion and misapprehension. The ebb and flow turned into tide swamping every single surface of self existence. Why? Why must it be this way? Did I ask for it? Do I have to just accept it and get on with my life?

To continue living is to be honest to thyself. But if by being honest and accepting yourself, does it bring any assurance? This doubt lingering in mind, will it be gone?

To the holy sanctuary I will come, with the hope a new being I will become. To cleanse the soul, to deviate from the world ... with hope to be bestowed enlightenment as foretold.